§254ΣΩ. ὅταν δʼ οὖν ὁ ἡνίοχος ἰδὼν τὸ ἐρωτικὸν ὄμμα, πᾶσαν αἰσθήσει διαθερμήνας τὴν ψυχήν, γαργαλισμοῦ τε καὶ πόθου κέντρων ὑποπλησθῇ, ὁ μὲν εὐπειθὴς τῷ ἡνιόχῳ τῶν ἵππων, ἀεί τε καὶ τότε αἰδοῖ βιαζόμενος, ἑαυτὸν κατέχει μὴ ἐπιπηδᾶν τῷ ἐρωμένῳ· ὁ δὲ οὔτε κέντρων ἡνιοχικῶν οὔτε μάστιγος ἔτι ἐντρέπεται, σκιρτῶν δὲ βίᾳ φέρεται, καὶ πάντα πράγματα παρέχων τῷ σύζυγί τε καὶ ἡνιόχῳ ἀναγκάζει ἰέναι τε πρὸς τὰ παιδικὰ καὶ μνείαν ποιεῖσθαι τῆς τῶν ἀφροδισίων χάριτος.
SOCRATES: When, therefore, the charioteer, having seen the love-inspiring eye, and having warmed the entire soul with sensation, is filled with the goads of tickling and desire, the horse that is obedient to the charioteer, constrained then as always by modesty, restrains himself from springing upon the beloved; but the other horse no longer pays heed to either the charioteer's goads or the whip, but leaping violently is carried away, and causing all sorts of trouble to his yoke-mate and the charioteer, forces them to go to the boy and make mention of the delight of sexual pleasure.
τὼ δὲ κατʼ ἀρχὰς μὲν ἀντιτείνετον ἀγανακτοῦντε, ὡς δεινὰ καὶ παράνομα ἀναγκαζομένω· τελευτῶντε δέ, ὅταν μηδὲν ᾖ πέρας κακοῦ, πορεύεσθον ἀγομένω, εἴξαντε καὶ ὁμολογήσαντε ποιήσειν τὸ κελευόμενον.
At first, the two resist, being indignant at being forced to do terrible and unlawful things; but in the end, when there is no limit to the evil, they go along, being led, yielding and agreeing to do what is commanded.
καὶ πρὸς αὐτῷ τʼ ἐγένοντο καὶ εἶδον τὴν ὄψιν τὴν τῶν παιδικῶν ἀστράπτουσαν.
And they came close to him and saw the flashing face of the boy.
ἰδόντος δὲ τοῦ ἡνιόχου ἡ μνήμη πρὸς τὴν τοῦ κάλλους φύσιν ἠνέχθη, καὶ πάλιν εἶδεν αὐτὴν μετὰ σωφροσύνης ἐν ἁγνῷ βάθρῳ βεβῶσαν· ἰδοῦσα δὲ ἔδεισέ τε καὶ σεφθεῖσα ἀνέπεσεν ὑπτία, καὶ ἅμα ἠναγκάσθη εἰς τοὐπίσω ἑλκύσαι τὰς ἡνίας οὕτω σφόδρα, ὥστʼ ἐπὶ τὰ ἰσχία ἄμφω καθίσαι τὼ ἵππω, τὸν μὲν ἑκόντα διὰ τὸ μὴ ἀντιτείνειν, τὸν δὲ ὑβριστὴν μάλʼ ἄκοντα.
But when the charioteer saw it, his memory was carried to the nature of beauty, and again he saw her standing with temperance upon a holy pedestal; and having seen her, he feared and, being struck with awe, fell backward on his back, and at the same time was forced to pull the reins backward so violently as to seat both horses upon their haunches, the one willingly because of not resisting, but the wanton one very much against his will.
ἀπελθόντε δὲ ἀπωτέρω, ὁ μὲν ὑπʼ αἰσχύνης τε καὶ θάμβους ἱδρῶτι πᾶσαν ἔβρεξε τὴν ψυχήν, ὁ δὲ λήξας τῆς ὀδύνης, ἣν ὑπὸ τοῦ χαλινοῦ τε ἔσχεν καὶ τοῦ πτώματος, μόγις ἐξαναπνεύσας ἐλοιδόρησεν ὀργῇ, πολλὰ κακίζων τόν τε ἡνίοχον καὶ τὸν ὁμόζυγα ὡς δειλίᾳ τε καὶ ἀνανδρίᾳ λιπόντε τὴν τάξιν καὶ ὁμολογίαν· καὶ πάλιν οὐκ ἐθέλοντας προσιέναι ἀναγκάζων μόγις συνεχώρησεν δεομένων εἰς αὖθις ὑπερβαλέσθαι.
Having departed further away, the one from shame and amazement drenched his entire soul with sweat, but the other, having ceased from the pain which he had from the bit and the fall, having scarcely recovered his breath, scolded in anger, heavily reproaching both the charioteer and his yoke-mate for having left their post and agreement through cowardice and lack of manhood; and forcing them again to approach against their will, he scarcely consented when they begged him to postpone it for another time.
ἐλθόντος δὲ τοῦ συντεθέντος χρόνου ἀμνημονεῖν προσποιουμένω ἀναμιμνῄσκων, βιαζόμενος, χρεμετίζων, ἕλκων ἠνάγκασεν αὖ προσελθεῖν τοῖς παιδικοῖς ἐπὶ τοὺς αὐτοὺς λόγους, καὶ ἐπειδὴ ἐγγὺς ἦσαν, ἐγκύψας καὶ ἐκτείνας τὴν κέρκον, ἐνδακὼν τὸν χαλινόν, μετʼ ἀναιδείας ἕλκει·
And when the appointed time came, reminding them as they pretended to have forgotten, forcing them, neighing, pulling, he forced them again to approach the boy for the same words, and when they were near, having bent down and stretched out his tail, biting the bit, he pulls with impudence.
ὁ δʼ ἡνίοχος ἔτι μᾶλλον ταὐτὸν πάθος παθών, ὥσπερ ἀπὸ ὕσπληγος ἀναπεσών, ἔτι μᾶλλον τοῦ ὑβριστοῦ ἵππου ἐκ τῶν ὀδόντων βίᾳ ὀπίσω σπάσας τὸν χαλινόν, τήν τε κακηγόρον γλῶτταν καὶ τὰς γνάθους καθῄμαξεν καὶ τὰ σκέλη τε καὶ τὰ ἰσχία πρὸς τὴν γῆν ἐρείσας ὀδύναις ἔδωκεν.
But the charioteer, having suffered the very same passion even more, falling backward as if from a starting gate, pulled the bit back even more violently from the teeth of the wanton horse, bloodied his abusive tongue and jaws, and pressing both legs and haunches to the ground, gave him over to pains.
§255ΣΩ. ὅταν δὲ ταὐτὸν πολλάκις πάσχων ὁ πονηρὸς τῆς ὕβρεως λήξῃ, ταπεινωθεὶς ἕπεται ἤδη τῇ τοῦ ἡνιόχου προνοίᾳ, καὶ ὅταν ἴδῃ τὸν καλόν, φόβῳ διόλλυται· ὥστε συμβαίνει τότʼ ἤδη τὴν τοῦ ἐραστοῦ ψυχὴν τοῖς παιδικοῖς αἰδουμένην τε καὶ δεδιυῖαν ἕπεσθαι.
SOCRATES: When the bad horse, suffering the same thing many times, ceases from his wantonness, being humbled he now follows the foresight of the charioteer, and when he sees the beautiful one, he is destroyed by fear; so that it happens then at last that the soul of the lover follows the boy with modesty and fear.
ἅτε οὖν πᾶσαν θεραπείαν ὡς ἰσόθεος θεραπευόμενος οὐχ ὑπὸ σχηματιζομένου τοῦ ἐρῶντος ἀλλʼ ἀληθῶς τοῦτο πεπονθότος, καὶ αὐτὸς ὢν φύσει φίλος τῷ θεραπεύοντι, ἐὰν ἄρα καὶ ἐν τῷ πρόσθεν ὑπὸ συμφοιτητῶν ἤ τινων ἄλλων διαβεβλημένος ᾖ, λεγόντων ὡς αἰσχρὸν ἐρῶντι πλησιάζειν, καὶ διὰ τοῦτο ἀπωθῇ τὸν ἐρῶντα, προϊόντος δὲ ἤδη τοῦ χρόνου ἥ τε ἡλικία καὶ τὸ χρεὼν ἤγαγεν εἰς τὸ προσέσθαι αὐτὸν εἰς ὁμιλίαν· οὐ γὰρ δήποτε εἵμαρται κακὸν κακῷ φίλον οὐδʼ ἀγαθὸν μὴ φίλον ἀγαθῷ εἶναι.
Inasmuch, then, as he is served with every service like a god, not by a lover who is pretending but by one who has truly suffered this, and since he is himself by nature friendly to the one who serves him, even if in former times he has been prejudiced by classmates or some others, who said that it is shameful to associate with a lover, and for this reason he rejected the lover, yet as time goes on, both his age and necessity lead him to admit him into association; for indeed it is never fated that evil is friendly to evil, nor that good is not friendly to good.
προσεμένου δὲ καὶ λόγον καὶ ὁμιλίαν δεξαμένου, ἐγγύθεν ἡ εὔνοια γιγνομένη τοῦ ἐρῶντος ἐκπλήττει τὸν ἐρώμενον διαισθανόμενον ὅτι οὐδʼ οἱ σύμπαντες ἄλλοι φίλοι τε καὶ οἰκεῖοι μοῖραν φιλίας οὐδεμίαν παρέχονται πρὸς τὸν ἔνθεον φίλον.
And when he has admitted him and received his speech and association, the goodwill of the lover arising from near at hand astounds the beloved, who perceives that not even all other friends and relatives together offer any portion of friendship compared to the god-inspired friend.
ὅταν δὲ χρονίζῃ τοῦτο δρῶν καὶ πλησιάζῃ μετὰ τοῦ ἅπτεσθαι ἔν τε γυμνασίοις καὶ ἐν ταῖς ἄλλαις ὁμιλίαις, τότʼ ἤδη ἡ τοῦ ῥεύματος ἐκείνου πηγή, ὃν ἵμερον Ζεὺς Γανυμήδους ἐρῶν ὠνόμασε, πολλὴ φερομένη πρὸς τὸν ἐραστήν, ἡ μὲν εἰς αὐτὸν ἔδυ, ἡ δʼ ἀπομεστουμένου ἔξω ἀπορρεῖ· καὶ οἷον πνεῦμα ἤ τις ἠχὼ ἀπὸ λείων τε καὶ στερεῶν ἁλλομένη πάλιν ὅθεν ὡρμήθη φέρεται, οὕτω τὸ τοῦ κάλλους ῥεῦμα πάλιν εἰς τὸν καλὸν διὰ τῶν ὀμμάτων ἰόν, ᾗ πέφυκεν ἐπὶ τὴν ψυχὴν ἰέναι ἀφικόμενον καὶ ἀναπτερῶσαν, τὰς διόδους τῶν πτερῶν ἄρδει τε καὶ ὥρμησε πτεροφυεῖν τε καὶ τὴν τοῦ ἐρωμένου αὖ ψυχὴν ἔρωτος ἐνέπλησεν.
And when he spends time doing this and approaches him with touching both in the gymnasia and in other associations, then at last the source of that stream, which Zeus, loving Ganymede, named "desire", flowing copiously toward the lover, partly sinks into him, and partly, as he is filled, flows out; and just as a breath of wind or some echo, leaping from smooth and solid things, is carried back to where it started, so the stream of beauty, going back into the beautiful boy through his eyes, arriving where it is natural to go to the soul and re-winging it, waters the passages of the wings and impels it to grow wings, and in turn fills the soul of the beloved with love.
ἐρᾷ μὲν οὖν, ὅτου δὲ ἀπορεῖ· καὶ οὔθʼ ὅτι πέπονθεν οἶδεν οὐδʼ ἔχει φράσαι, ἀλλʼ οἷον ἀπʼ ἄλλου ὀφθαλμίας ἀπολελαυκὼς πρόφασιν εἰπεῖν οὐκ ἔχει, ὥσπερ δὲ ἐν κατόπτρῳ ἐν τῷ ἐρῶντι ἑαυτὸν ὁρῶν λέληθεν.
He is in love, therefore, but is at a loss as to what he loves; and he neither knows what he has suffered nor can tell, but just as if he has caught an eye-disease from another, he cannot state the cause, and he is unaware that he sees himself in the lover as if in a mirror.
καὶ ὅταν μὲν ἐκεῖνος παρῇ, λήγει κατὰ ταὐτὰ ἐκείνῳ τῆς ὀδύνης, ὅταν δὲ ἀπῇ, κατὰ ταὐτὰ αὖ ποθεῖ καὶ ποθεῖται, εἴδωλον ἔρωτος ἀντέρωτα ἔχων· καλεῖ δὲ αὐτὸν καὶ οἴεται οὐκ ἔρωτα ἀλλὰ φιλίαν εἶναι.
And when the other is present, he ceases from his pain in the same way as he, but when he is absent, in the same way again he desires and is desired, possessing counter-love as an image of love; but he calls it and thinks it to be not love but friendship.
ἐπιθυμεῖ δὲ ἐκείνῳ παραπλησίως μέν, ἀσθενεστέρως δέ, ὁρᾶν, ἅπτεσθαι, φιλεῖν, συγκατακεῖσθαι· καὶ δή, οἷον εἰκός, ποιεῖ τὸ μετὰ τοῦτο ταχὺ ταῦτα.
And he desires to see, touch, kiss, lie down with him in a manner similar to him, though more weakly; and indeed, as is likely, he does these things quickly after this.