§11.18.1de illius Alexandrea discessu nihil adhuc rumoris, contraque opinio valde esse impeditum.
There is still no rumor about his departure from Alexandria, but on the contrary there is a belief that he is very much delayed.
itaque nec mitto, ut constitueram, Ciceronem et te rogo ut me hinc expedias.
Therefore, I am not sending Cicero as I had decided, and I ask you to extricate me from here.
quodvis enim supplicium levius est hac permansione.
For any punishment whatsoever is lighter than staying on here.
hac de re et ad Antonium scripsi et ad Balbum et ad Oppium.
On this matter I have written both to Antony, and to Balbus, and to Oppius.
sive enim bellum in Italia futurum est sive classibus utetur, hic esse me minime convenit; quorum fortasse utrumque erit, alterum certe.
For whether there is going to be war in Italy or whether he will use fleets, it is by no means fitting for me to be here; of which perhaps both will happen, one certainly.
§11.18.2intellexi omnino ex Oppi sermone quem tu mihi scripsisti quae istorum ira esset, sed ut eam flectas te rogo.
I fully understood from Oppius' talk, which you wrote to me about, what the anger of those people was, but I ask you to turn it aside.
nihil omnino iam exspecto nisi miserum, sed hoc perditius in quo nunc sum fieri nihil potest.
I now expect nothing at all except misery, but nothing can become more ruinous than this condition in which I now am.
qua re et cum Antonio loquare velim et cum istis et rem, ut poteris, expedias et mihi quam primum de omnibus rebus rescribas.
Therefore, I should like you to speak both with Antony and with those people, and extricate the matter as you can, and write back to me as soon as possible about all things.
vale.
Farewell.
xii Kal. Quintil.
June 20.