§7.27.1miror cur me accuses, cum tibi id facere non liceat.
I wonder why you accuse me, since it is not permitted for you to do so.
quod si liceret, tamen non debebas.
But even if it were permitted, nevertheless you ought not to have done so.
'ego enim te in consulatu observaram,' et ais fore ut te Caesar restituat.
"For I had respected you in my consulship," and you say that Caesar will restore you.
multa tu quidem dicis, sed tibi nemo credit.
You indeed say many things, but no one believes you.
tribunatum plebei dicis te mea causa petisse.
You say that you sought the tribunate of the plebs for my sake.
utinam semper esses tribunus! intercessorem non quaereres.
Would that you were always a tribune! You would not be looking for an intercessor.
negas me audere quod sentiam dicere: quasi tibi, cum impudenter me rogares, parum fortiter responderim.
You deny that I dare to say what I think: as if I had answered you with too little firmness when you made a shameless request of me.
§7.27.2haec tibi scripsi, ut isto ipso in genere, in quo aliquid posse vis, te nihil esse cognosceres.
I have written these things to you so that, in that very department in which you wish to be of some influence, you might realize that you are nothing.
quod si humaniter mecum questus esses, libenter tibi me et facile purgassem; non enim ingrata mihi sunt quae fecisti, sed quae scripsisti, molesta.
But if you had complained to me in a gentlemanly way, I would have gladly and easily cleared myself to you; for the things you did are not unpleasing to me, but the things you wrote are annoying.
me autem, propter quem ceteri liberi sunt, tibi liberum non visum demiror.
But I am astonished that I, thanks to whom the rest are free, did not seem free to you.
nam si falsa fuerunt quae tu ad me, ut ais, 'detulisti,' quod tibi ego debeo? si vera tu es optimus testis quid mihi p. R. debeat.
For if the things which you "reported" to me, as you say, were false, what do I owe you? If they were true, you are the best witness of what the Roman people owes me.