§12.22.1nos hic cum homine gladiatore omnium nequissimo, conlega nostro, Antonio, bellum gerimus, sed non pari condicione, contra arma verbis.
We are waging war here with that most wicked gladiator of a man, our colleague, Antony, but not on equal terms, with words against arms.
at etiam de te contionatur, nec impune; nam sentiet quos lacessierit.
Indeed, he even delivers speeches against you, and not with impunity; for he will realize whom he has provoked.
ego autem acta ad te omnia arbitror perscribi ab aliis; a me futura debes cognoscere; quorum quidem non est difficilis coniectura.
However, I think that all past events are being fully written to you by others; from me you ought to learn of future things, the conjecture of which is indeed not difficult.
oppressa omnia sunt, nec habent ducem boni, nostrique tyrannoctoni longe gentium absunt.
Everything is oppressed, the good citizens have no leader, and our tyrant-slayers are far away from the world.
Pansa et sentit bene et loquitur fortiter; Hirtius noster tardius convalescit.
Pansa both holds good sentiments and speaks courageously; our Hirtius is recovering rather slowly.
quid futurum sit plane nescio; spes tamen una est aliquando p. R. maiorum similem fore.
What is to happen I plainly do not know; yet there is one hope, that some day the Roman people will be like their ancestors.
ego certe rei p. non deero et, quicquid acciderit a quo mea culpa absit, animo forti feram; illud profecto, quoad potero, tuam famam et dignitatem tuebor.
I, at least, will not fail the republic, and whatever happens, provided my own fault be absent from it, I will bear with a brave heart; this indeed I will certainly do, as far as I am able: I will protect your reputation and dignity.