§10.2.1meum studium honori tuo pro necessitudine nostra non defuisset, si aut tuto in senatum aut honeste venire potuissem; sed nec sine periculo quisquam libere de re p. sentiens versari potest in summa impunitate gladiorum, nec nostrae dignitatis videtur esse ibi sententiam de re p. dicere, ubi me et melius et propius audiant armati quam senatores.
My devotion to your honor would not have been wanting, in keeping with our close relationship, if I had been able to come to the senate either safely or respectably; but neither can anyone who thinks freely about the republic move about without danger in the utmost impunity of swords, nor does it seem to belong to my dignity to express an opinion about the republic there, where armed men hear me both better and closer than the senators.
§10.2.2quapropter in privatis rebus nullum neque officium neque studium meum desiderabis; ne in publicis quidem, si quid erit in quo me interesse necesse sit, umquam deero ne cum periculo quidem meo dignitati tuae; in iis autem rebus, quae nihilo minus, ut ego absim, confici poterunt, peto a te ut me rationem habere velis et salutis et dignitatis meae.
Therefore, in private matters you will not find any duty or devotion of mine wanting; not even in public matters, if there is anything in which it is necessary for me to take part, shall I ever fail your dignity, not even at my own peril; but in those matters which, even though I am absent, can nonetheless be accomplished, I beg of you that you be willing to allow me to take account of both my safety and my dignity.